The imagine which speaks a thousand words. How did l become so gullible…..so weak. Am l too trusting? I am too nice too kind. This is what l get in return. Its not karma – as l can’t even hurt a fly let alone a human. This is a lesson learnt well.
The 50 Shades of RED…..
I honestly think l am better of being by myself then with this Freak Of Nature (FON). I have never had a man show this amount of disrespect and confusion. He gets me so confused that l honestly don’t know if l am coming or going. I used to be the happiest person, going out of my way to help others etc. Until the fateful September 2013. He has ruined me. I swear l don’t know who l am any more. I wonder why this good Earth has to contend with such EVIL THINGS. Once upon time l respected people of his caliber (medical field) – and now l am so scared to deal with them. I think these evil things (l refuse to call him a human or refer to him as a human) should be destroyed. I am begging anyone who comes across these evils things is TO STAY AWAY…RUN…RUN..RUN SO FAST AND PLEASE I BEG OF YOU NOT TO LOOK BACK. May God be with you.
I have again started to take codeine to help me cope with the abuse l am facing from him. The mental abuse is far worse. Maybe the codeine will speed the process. The process of life vs death. I feel death. So what difference does it make if l die – none. I am but a mere speck of dust flowing in the air.